Emotions..... Wish we didnt have to have them somethimes!

Tonight was a very emotional night for me, and I need to get this out. At bible study tonight I finally came out and asked the pastor in privacy if he would pray for Mark and I in our attempts at conceiving. The pastor and his wife are becoming our good friends, and I have not shared this with many people. I guess I felt unworthy of prayer. I felt like I would be burdening him with my petty request. How silly is that! I started to blame myself for not being able to get pregnant, even though all of my tests have come back normal. Its such a personal struggle within myself to believe that I am doing everything right and not to worry! I want to be a mom so badly that I feel like I need to fix me so that I can fix the "problem" with us not achieving pregnancy as of yet!

Also for all of you believers out there if you could say a prayer for a friend of mine who may be going through a possible miscarriage I would GREATLY appreciate that!

simple days are the best

I had a really great day today! Mark took the morning off, since he is working half of Saturday.... I didnt even need to ask him, he offered. So sweet of him.

So the day started off with pouring rain but that didnt ruin our day! We took the dog to the dog park in the rain it was great. We were the only ones there! Dex loved having the run of the park!

Then we went grocery shopping and had lunch at Quiznos, all by 1230. Came home ate our subs and played Super Mario for Wii. Then it was 2 and mark had to work, It was a wonderful day!

Oh how the most simple of days are the best!

Results

I am back, just got back from my Parents place tonight. So to let everyone know about my doctors appointment, like I promised!

first off we sat there for 40 minutes waiting to see the doc.. Whats the point of making an appointment?? Just a tiny rant...

So we go into see her and she doesn't have all of the test results back.... GRRR I have been waiting over 2 months for them... Oh well the ultrasound to determine if I have PCOS was in..... I am free and clear of it!! NO PCOS for me!!! That was wonderful news! All of our results have come back "perfect" so I guess its just a waiting game for us!

I am happy about that but also worried that we are just going to end up with "unexplained infertility"...

So my next step is to try eating healthier and losing some weight! That in itself is a personal battle for my husband and I!! I have gained and lost the same 50 pounds for several years now.... Its time to get this under control! Any support and encouragement is welcomed!!

I will be a mother, I will be a mother, I will be a mother!

A Secret Revealed

My husband and I are currently in the process of trying to conceive. Its been a little while now since we started and still nothing as of yet....... We had some tests done and so far nothing overly alarming.... We are going to the doctors tomorrow to get some more test results... I hope to have some answers by the time I leave there and a plan.

I have been struggling with whether or not I was going to even mention anything about TTC on this blog, but have decided to share. I guess I am scared to really let you into my world... For several months now thats been my whole world, trying to get pregnant. Oh how I would love to make my husband a daddy!!

Be warned though, now that this cat has come out of the bag it is going to be a main subject of mine... One that I struggle with everyday!!

Wish me luck tomorrow please!! I wont be able to update until Sunday evening though, since I am on my way to my parents place in the Shuswap!

Healthy ='s Weird.......

Okie here goes my first mini Rant!!

Why do people associate healty food with not pleasant food??

I work at an Organic Grocery Store, Natures Fare. Last night I had a lady come in and ask me if we had any "Normal Juice" I told her that we had plenty of Juice in our cooler and most of them taste "normal". I then overheard her talking to the Bistro staff wondering if there were any "weird" ingredients in our Lasagna??? Like what chickens feet.....lol at least thats what i thought to myself. She then came up to pay and had 3 GOOD sizes of Lasagna which cost her 16 dollars.... She was very shocked it cost that much and said she had seen a sign for 2.38 a slice..... YEAH RIGHT we couldn't even make an all Organic Lasagna for that price... lol!!

Anyway thats the end of my rant...... Why oh Why is healthy associated with Weird??

It Got Me!!

As much as you plan for it, and make sure you are fully aware of it it still manages to get a hold of you and play its nasty little game. If you haven't guessed yet I am talking about the TIME CHANGE!!!

We were fully aware of it last night. So much so that my husband set his Iphone to manually change the time just incase it didnt do it on its own. We both have an Iphone and we both use it as our own alarm clock. I myself did not touch mine to see if it would change on its own. If it didn't it wouldn't have been a big deal since marks was changed already (or so we thought)

This is how I came to the realization that I fell victim to "Time Change"

7am my alarm goes off (I have that alarm set everyday to take care of something)

Husband turns over to check his alarm

Sarah: Don't worry its just my 7'oclock alarm........... What time does your phone say??

Mark: 8, I guess your phone never changed....

Sarah: I'll change it later see you when the next alarm goes off!

9am Alarm goes off again ( so we are lead to believe )

Get to work ( I am doing one of the opening shifts )

Co-Worker: Youre are here early today!!

Me: Nope right on time actually

Co-Worker No cause I just changed the clock forward you are an hour early!!

So I called my husband back since he dropped me off..... (I work downtown and there is no parking)

I am an hour early Mark, you need to come back and get me please...

His reply.....

Oh I wondered why the clock in the car said 745.....

I know there should be a moral to my story I am just not sure what angle to go at here.....

Either that the Iphones are intelligent, and super smart that they change themselves and you have no worries of missing out on Time Change again......

OR....

They are incredibly Dumb!! That when you change the time to Manual mode and Update the time yourself so that you are certain of your outcome, it changes it anyway?? Whats the point of the MANUAL time button then???

Anyway through all of this I had now had time to update you all on my crazy morning as it happened..... and I still have yet to start work..lol!

Happy Time Change!

Professional Wedding Photos

Here are quiet a few Professional Pics from Our Wedding on August 15th 2009. We got Married at my parents place on the Little Shuswap Lake near Chase BC. Mark and I had been together 4 months shy of 10 years when we got married.... Yeah I know ABOUT TIME!!!

Getting Late!!

WOW!!! Its almost 2 in the morning where has the time gone?? I guess I will leave the Honeymoon pics till tomorrow..... Off to Bed I go. Mark has been there for quiet some time now I think he's lonely (if not he should be) lol!!

Good Night

Wedding Pictures ( Non Professional )

These are just a very very few pics from my Wedding Day! Unfortunately hese are not professional pics which are much nicer but they are pictures none the less and makes it so I have something of interest fot you all to read and see!



The Guys ( my husband is the first one )



The Band



ME!!



One of the 4 HUGE signs my Husband made ( he was so proud of those signs... lol )



The "Get Away Boat"



Head Table ( we DIY'd ALOT of the Wedding! )



Reception Hall ( well half of it )



Cake



Mother Son Dance

For my first few posts I will share with you the most significant events in my life recently... Starting with my Wedding and then Honeymoon to Europe! I am not too sure how many entries this will turn out to be, quiet a few I am sure!!! Hope you enjoy reliving some of my favorite memories with me.

First Post

Well this is my first post and my very first Blog. I am not too sure what I will be blogging about...... Stay tuned to find out!