Yesterday was my Expected Due Date and I was dreading this day for many months now. It started out Sad but half way through got pretty good. Friends of our invited us over to hang out and stay busy..... Little did I know that they bought us gifts.... So very nice (not necessary though..) I got a beautiful boutique of 18 roses, and a wonderful Journal. They also bought Mark some chocolates and we played a fun game of Ticket to Ride (which I miserably lost at!)
Its hard to think that 9 Months ago we found out that we were expecting our own bundle of Joy. The plans we had already made in those 4 short weeks following..... Already looking at Strollers, Car Seats, Bedding, Nursery Ideas, Names and even told a few key people. I was on cloud 9, this was really happening.... I was going to be a mother and in 9 long ( so i thought then) months I would be going to the hospital to give birth to a little human that out of Love Mark and I made together. I would be responsible for a life that would mean more to me then my very own.
Obviously that's not how it turned out, instead I am sitting at home blogging about the pain. I miss my baby so very much and wish that he/she was here with me today.
Maybe one day my dreams I had those few weeks will be brought into reality.... For now I just keep trying and waiting to find out when we start a new adventure...
God I pray that you have a healthy baby for Mark and I soon.
We love and miss you very much Peanut.
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Good for you for blogging Sarah, even in your pain...journalling your thoughts is good.
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