Life can get better anytime now.......

This year is more than welcome to be over soon, It has been a rough year for my husband and I.

Lets start off with some positive though....

Mark and I just got back from 2ish weeks of vaction (which was very much needed) on Sunday. it was great started off with a couple of days in the shuswap, then off to Vancouver for the PNE and the Aquarium. After that we drove back to the Cabin for another night and then off to Kimberley and Cranbrook for 5 days. It was wonderful, we stayed in a B&B ( the first time ) and had wonderful food every morning. We did several activities while there including 4x4ing up Baker mountain in Cranbrook in a Tracker. So much fun!

We were having a great time, even a scenic drive home on Sunday.... Until.....
We got back into Cell range at 8pm, when we received a text from Marks cousin that his Opa had passed away earlier that day. If that wasn't bad enough I get a call at 830 this morning to find out that my uncle was in a Motorcycle accident and is in critical condition.

When life gets crappy it really gets crappy!

Void to be filled

I am not sure why this birthday is bothering me so much..... but it is!

I am going to be 28 tomorrow and what have I accomplished??

I own a House, Dog, 2 Cars, and have a Husband.

No Career and most important NO CHILDREN!!

I feel so incomplete with knowing that there is no one out there that needs protecting, and runs to me when scared. No One to snuggle to sleep, or to push on the swings. There's no one with my Eyes and Marks nose, No one to greet you at the door when returning from work. No One to call out I love you Mommy, You are the best Daddy!

I keep getting older and still want 3-4 children when is my body going to understand that I have an expiration date, and it needs to get its butt in gear!

When will this void be filled???